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New Name/Account: P4r4d1gmSh1ft

"A change from one way of thinking to another. It's a revolution, a transformation, a sort of metamorphosis. It just does not happen, but rather it is driven by agents of change"

Alot has changed since i last touched anything in my deviant page. Glorified apathy is nothing but a backwards movement of individual expression for myself. From this moment onward i intend to take an holistic approach to myself as an artist, switch on and embrace life and the artistic community. In saying that i intend to throw whatever i can into the chaos and confusion that makes art such an enigma in the first place and overcome the fear to stand naked amongst the rest of the human race. I just want to obtain some level of truth amongst the shit. Ive just ended my first "serious relationship" and have had enough of being used by selfish people that play very twisted and manipulative mindgames with no inner awareness of the events that they set in motion. As far as im concerned the majority of people see love in the same way a stereotypical fashion designer sees an anorexic and anemic super model.


Within A Lie (oUR own perSONal hell)

surface value scars and hidden vulnerablity
lost to the world and trapped inside ourselves
hell exists and seethes
burns and tears apart our insides
we make this for ourselves
we want to be free
we need to be free
but freedom is always just out of reach
with these bodies broken and paralysed
we reinforce the need to escape ourselves
we dig deep and hide away
locked into a bewildering false sense of security we all want and feel
hollow
so hollow
forfeiting free will
losing control
we die a slow death
we willingly turn away...
where none can mourn
feeling
floating
stillborn
i cant save you from yourself
so im still here waiting to take my next breath
time slowly taking its hold i feel cold
and this is hell ladies and gentlemen
the tides of its shores invite you in
caressing you with memories of your mothers womb and sound of a thousand truely statisfied customers feel you suffering from
below the surface
where the depths of ignorance and mind numbing oblivion are limitless
so go ahead and take your place
add to the pain and suffering that tortures the whole human race
and the tears that are shed they drown us all
build a wall around us and silence our fears
now do you think i can feel your sorrow and hear your screams
a pathetic attempt thats just as hollow and just as lame
as everytime you try to play a stupid fucked up mind game
reinforcing the denile of feeling shame
basking in the glory that makes up every aspect of introspection
powerless and weak i mourn our living death
bleeding stigmata as a martyrs with self fullfilling prophecies
recide inside these nightmares dressed as dreams
only builds tension and fear of living an endless paradigm
discontinue, enhance and make this new
come unglued replace the hurt with joy
displace the misplaced pieces of your life
breathe awareness across the seams
push your world through and into me but never loose your reason for being
or youll get trapped inside a world where you shouldnt be
pouring all my energy into a time and place where we can be the best that we can be
understanding this connection keeps us together
naked and pure we stand over a world thats ours to own
devouring the need to consume each other we feel no hunger and we need no longer
to fear the freedom of searching for love inside ourselve



The Paradigm Shift (Thomas Kuhn)


[[ "Change is inevitable. It's the only true constant." ]]


"For millions of years we have been evolving and will continue to do so. Change is difficult. Human Beings resist change;

however, the process has been set in motion long ago and we will continue to co-create our own experience.

[[ "Awareness is prerequisite to all acceptable changes of theory." ]]

It all begins in the mind of the person. What we perceive, whether normal or metanormal, conscious or unconscious, are

subject to the limitations and distortions produced by our inherited and socially conditional nature. However, we are not

restricted by this for we can change. We are moving at an accelerated rate of speed and our state of consciousness is

transforming and transcending. Many are awakening as our conscious awareness expands."




Reference(s):

Book:
Kuhn, Thomas, S., "The Structure of Scientific Revolutions", Second Edition, Enlarged, The University of Chicago Press,
Chicago, 1970(1962)

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"What must the world be like
in order that man may know it?"

- Thomas Kuhn


Is this a question of evolution or self destruction

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